Sorry, I haven’t been here in a while.

Good Evening, Shy Girls!

     I haven’t been to wordpress in quite a long time. Nothing really new happened, but I got my hair cut today. It’s short again. School has been pretty fun, I’m still having trouble making friends with girls. I’m also part of a video gaming group, called Razor Trek(I have no clue why Garrett-chan named it this), where we review games and whatnot.

Happy Easter yesterday to all who celebrate it!! I love it only because I get candy(I’m not Christian/Catholic/Jewish) and we sometimes go somewhere fun. This year, my family went to the art museum where we saw an exhibit on the deceased French designer Yves Saint Laurent. He loved putting women in Tuxedos(I love wearing suits!!) and pants.

 

Love, and hope for something interesting to happen,

 

Lotus

Winter Break!

Hello!

Bad news. I have stopped feeling Tai-kun’s waves. For those of you who aren’t familiar with empathy, it means that my soul has given up. My soul is my heart, you should always follow your heart, so… roughly translated: I have given up.

Well, since the new year has just come[\(^o^)/], I guess I could start over. In conclusion, I will not affiliate myself with any other guys unless they do so themselves and I happen to sort of kind of like them. Good principle, huh?

In unrelated news, I am still in the lottery to get into Liberty Common Middle School, which is where my friend Yuki-chan(previously addressed as Ku-chan, but she preferred this one) goes. I do have a few quite unspeakable and much too embarrassing regrets at RCS, so this could be a transfer for the better! I would be leaving behind a few friends, but I’m not sure how many anymore. A: Doitsu hasn’t been replying yo my texts lately. B: I think Johnny is mad at me(Hell should I know???) C: I think I need a fresh start.

Plus, Yuki-chan is one of my only female freinds, so maybe I could learn to be a little less violent from this.

Going to the title, I go back to school on the 9th of January, and tomorrow will be my last day in the state for 2 days. Why, you ask? Because my father was wanting watashi no onee-sama and I to go skiing. I tried to ask Doitsu about what skiing is like, but, as said before, he hasn’t been returning my texts. Maybe his parents took his phone away? I do tend to talk to him at quite unreasonable hours. But we’re not going out or anything, of course. Why would we? I’m too violent and clingy anyway. It’s just I get really bored at night and then I think, “oh, maybe Doitsu-chan’s awake!” But he usually isn’t. The last time he replied to a text was on one of the last days before break, and he only asked if I had switched study halls, but I didn’t; I just had to make up a test, so I went to his study hall because my math teacher monitors it. Or, I think it was when he was watching Star Trek… I can’t remember!! @.@

Oh, well.

Trying to settle down,

 

Lotus

 

Transfer?

Hi!

 

I just found out that I was still in the lottery for transferring to Liberty, the school my best friend Ku-chan goes to. If I do go there, I will have nothing to lose it telling Tai-kun that I love him… So, there is good AND bad in the matter: Good- I get to be with Ku-chan and I can confess to Tai-kun. Bad- I will miss the teachers and my friends(Doitsu, Anna-chan, Jimmy, MaiMai, etc..) and I may have to do long-distance relationship thing if Tai-kun likes me too.

Hope for a middle ground,

 

Lotus

AUGHH!!!!

Konban wa….

I have been at school for a while, and I have missed 3 chances to Tell Tai-kun that I love him. I hate being so shy! Psh… Though I do have a new friend! Her name is Brianna(I have no clue how to spell her name XD)

 

 

Hope I’ll finally Do It,

 

Lotus

Picnic~!

Well, the dessert picnic went well. I saw Tai-kun and we ARE still friends!! ^^

Other things that happened:

I saw Chloe! Even though she goes to Liberty now instead of RCS.

I was rule 64′d(boob grabbed)!!

I was tickled by Joey(Boy am I ticklish).

I saw Anna and Cheyenne and Maya and many other RCS students ^^

…:::JUST A MESSAGE TO YOU ALL:::…

Girl + Boy= LOVE

Boy + Boy= LOVE

Girl + Girl= LOVE

Love Comes In All Forms.

If You Agree,

Please Post This in Your Blog or on

Facebook

Twitter

Or whatever sites people these days use.

Lotus

 

Cupcakes!

I was thinking that I would make some cupcakes for the picnic… I was thnking of making whipped-cream white cupcakes with a strawberry white mountain frosting. Nothing too complicated.

 

Anyway, I happen to be a yaoi fangirl. Weird, huh? Yaoi is BL, or Boys’ Love. Yeahhh.. Gugurekasu!(Go google it)

 

Let me tell you a bit about myself: I am a suggestively “pretty” middle schooler who has a tendency to get into sticky situations… I’m a Scorpio, Born November 18th. I love yaoi, shounen-ai(LEMON), manga, anime, and drawing. I am currently working on a Slice-of-Life/Comedy manga called Blue Bow.  Measurements:(top down) 37, 36.5, 39.

As for Tai-kun, I still really love him, except to the point where I feel as if I can split a phonebook in hapf with my weak hand(surprisingly, my dominant hand, or my Left.). It’s SO frustrating how I have to wait another week to see him!! >.<

 

Lots of Hope for Love~

Lotus

Sorry…

Sorry I haven’t written in a while…. I have been busy with summer homework and whatnot. School will be starting soon, though! The 6th of September. But, I will get to see Tai-kun soon! The 23rd of August! The dessert picnic. Well, see you!

 

Lotus

I wonder.

I wonder if anyone is reading this sometimes, because there haven’t been many views on my blog. So, this blog is more like a journal than anything else….

Hope for more popularity,

 

 

Lotus

I finally did it!!!

I did it. I called Tai-kun!!! Though all I did was apologize for being such a bitch to him…. Anyway, we’re friends now, and we’re going to hang out  sooner or later.

 

Lots and Lots of Love,

 

Lotus

Oh, the joy… -.-

Why is it that the older sister has to be the knowledgable one?? I was called into our school spelling bee TWICE, she only once at the bottom of the list. I got 44/50!! She go 39/50. Whenever I need help with something that I want my dad’s help for, such as math, she’ll try to help. When she does, I always fail the assignment. I have better grades than her, better with computers, better at most video games, MMOs, and finding music to record. Better at guitar, penmanship, etc. Why??

 

Love,

 

Lotus